My Lucky Serpent

Yay…!!! Its holiday time..! Christmas then the New Year…! Man 2011 was surely an eventful year. I started with my holidays yesterday, officially college closed today, but I just thought that sleeping at home in this lovely weather was far more enjoyable than attending college, I mean who really wouldn’t agree with me? The weather just gets lovelier by the day!

Coming to the my “lucky” serpent, no I am not crazy enough bring an actual serpent home, it is actually this ring that I just picked up today on Brigade road. It’s a very classy ring with a coiled serpent and a small black stone in between. My best friend, who happened to accompany me, was very sceptical about the ring, she thought that it would bring in bad luck, but she nevertheless agrees with me that the ring does in fact look very elegant. Hmmm….I just can’t stop admiring it…! :P

Well I got back home, at a very decent time, thanks to my 2 a.m friend, as I like to call him, who I bumped into just as I was leaving…! I took some time to relax and made myself a nice cup of some hot chocolate. I watched some T.V and then I looked at my phone. I had 8 new messages mostly forwards, but there are two messages that caught my eye. One message was from, well the guy with the crazy girl friend, not a message rather an invite on the Blackberry….well...this was after I was furious and took him off my list (I know very childish, yet very satisfying especially when the other person notices it…! :D).

The second message that caught my eye was that from an old crush. *Blush*Blush* No I don’t crush on him any more, but you know as Rebecca Bloomwood describes in the Confessions of a Shopaholic, that feeling when you are walking down a road, and a cute guy stops by and gives you ‘that’ look and you feel your heart melting like butter on hot toast, well that is what is happening to me right now! Who doesn’t enjoy some attention from a person that once upon a time seemed like the ‘Prince Charming’ and flushed your cheeks with the colour red?

It might be a coincidence, but I would like to believe it was my Serpent ring. After all superstitions are conjured up for the mental satisfaction of humans. No matter how much my best friend might be sceptical about my Serpent ring, I still would like to believe that it is my lucky ring. It may not bring happy things always, but I still can help feeling all fuzzy every time I look at it..!

Ok so now I am going to bed listening to some David Garret, a suggestion by my 2 a.m friend. Man I just realized, he plays such a big role in my life. Yes the Serpent..! :D

P.S : The ‘fuzzy’ feeling might even lingering in the air due to the ‘Christmassy’ feeling..! :P

Yours Sincerely :)

Sometimes I just get so excited about trivial things, because of which I find myself turning into an insomniac. Last night was something similar. I really don’t know what exactly was the reason for my insomnia or excitement (totally random, I know), but anyway I could not sleep, and after trying reading I gave up. So at around 1-30 am this morning I got out of my bed, switched on my laptop, logged onto my email account and typed a short, crisp and to some extent a very formal mail to a friend.

Before I tell you what I typed, let me give you a brief background of my friendship with this particular person. Well we’ve been friends for like a year now, not long, but it some times it really does not take long to “click” with certain people. You cannot ignore the guy’s wit and well…basically he’s a fun guy and genuinely a nice person as well. But yes he does have a girl friend, no that is not what cheese me off, what cheeses me off is that she’s crazy and insanely jealous of me (and I fail to figure out why exactly).

Not getting into that aspect, my friend and I don’t talk any more (the reasons for which would be vividly clear by now!)

Hence, I was forced to type that email to him, rather than talking in person, because frankly talking to him now is just so weird, hence I use technology. Yes I was pissed…and pissed like crazy after a whole lot of STAR PLUS kind of drama (NO! I am not joking) due to which I ended up being really rude to him. It was not his fault, or her fault, though many people would like to believe that she was at fault after all, nor was it was my fault either, I understand her point of view. It was just a very, very, very bad timing. But thinking about it now I really was not justified in behaving the way I did.

Therefore, the mail had two parts, an apology and a more mature assurance of me being a good friend who would be there for him.

Shit like this always happens. Nothing new about posting it on a blog. The point is…after typing that mail, all the anger, the frustration, the feeling bad part, all of it slowly moved out of my system, and yeah I don’t care any more. I am not going to let her get to me. I did the right thing by stepping aside…..i guess…! Don’t know..right now I’m in two minds….no I think I DID do the right thing!

P.S.  No I don’t like the “girl friend” anymore…I’m not that nice!  :P

December's here...! :)

So i'm new to this, one of my friends with an explicit sense of humour, inspires me to find my "hidden" talent....which i am not too sure about. So anyway making a decent attempt is not wrong now, is it..?

It's that time of the year again, it's cold; and having to wake up early and attend classes should actually be made a crime..no seriously...! 

Yet again comes the month with all the promises, resolutions and yes the SALES...! Who can miss those..? Mostly for me...im forced, on my own accord, to go on a self evaluation exercise....asking my self "have i been a good girl this year?" Yes it was on my resolution's list last year to be one.

So here's the answer, I HAVE been a good girl....but also a not so good girl at times. But hey, i have a very decent explanation for my behaviour every time..! After all 2011 has been good to me...and not so good... I've learnt things i couldn't have learnt at a better time. Met some really nice people...and then again some really not nice people. Made up with some old foe's and made some new one's this year.

Anyway the point is...it's December, it's a beautiful month, good things happen, yes shit happens too (to quote one of my recently friend turned foe - not sure about the status right now though), but this year's been special in a lot of ways, i have realized and understood my true callings, and i am just going to enjoy the rest of the month with a lot of great things.

P.S My close friends know that I am now OK with being hated by crazy, jealous and absolutely psychotic girl friends of my friends. :D