Yours Sincerely :)

Sometimes I just get so excited about trivial things, because of which I find myself turning into an insomniac. Last night was something similar. I really don’t know what exactly was the reason for my insomnia or excitement (totally random, I know), but anyway I could not sleep, and after trying reading I gave up. So at around 1-30 am this morning I got out of my bed, switched on my laptop, logged onto my email account and typed a short, crisp and to some extent a very formal mail to a friend.

Before I tell you what I typed, let me give you a brief background of my friendship with this particular person. Well we’ve been friends for like a year now, not long, but it some times it really does not take long to “click” with certain people. You cannot ignore the guy’s wit and well…basically he’s a fun guy and genuinely a nice person as well. But yes he does have a girl friend, no that is not what cheese me off, what cheeses me off is that she’s crazy and insanely jealous of me (and I fail to figure out why exactly).

Not getting into that aspect, my friend and I don’t talk any more (the reasons for which would be vividly clear by now!)

Hence, I was forced to type that email to him, rather than talking in person, because frankly talking to him now is just so weird, hence I use technology. Yes I was pissed…and pissed like crazy after a whole lot of STAR PLUS kind of drama (NO! I am not joking) due to which I ended up being really rude to him. It was not his fault, or her fault, though many people would like to believe that she was at fault after all, nor was it was my fault either, I understand her point of view. It was just a very, very, very bad timing. But thinking about it now I really was not justified in behaving the way I did.

Therefore, the mail had two parts, an apology and a more mature assurance of me being a good friend who would be there for him.

Shit like this always happens. Nothing new about posting it on a blog. The point is…after typing that mail, all the anger, the frustration, the feeling bad part, all of it slowly moved out of my system, and yeah I don’t care any more. I am not going to let her get to me. I did the right thing by stepping aside…..i guess…! Don’t know..right now I’m in two minds….no I think I DID do the right thing!

P.S.  No I don’t like the “girl friend” anymore…I’m not that nice!  :P